To my most Anticipated Angel-face........

My darling daughter,

hello! 

I know your soul is peacefully resting now or may be entertaining the almighty above. Hope u find my words in freshness of your spirit.

people say kids who haven't seen their parents are raised on this earth by god himself. But I am not sure if it is true, for if its true then I am liable to be punished for taking you away from god. So my child please forgive me for this sin, if it is, I have committed it unknowingly.

I haven’t seen your parents either. Finding you lonely in this world among others , I have decided to take you over to my place , not out of sympathy but with eyes that are empty, seeking to love and be loved.

You are not yet born but believe me , I have slept over nights dreaming about you. The many different ways that you could fill the void in my life with. My days would be bright and sunny with you and nights calm and cozy. You and me just together could rock the world each day as if it were a party day.

I know there would be times I cannot be with you but I dearly wish to be caressing you every moment that I spend on this earth. But you don’t have to worry for that, for mama would heir the best babysitter to look after you when am not around.  And I would spend all day-through working tirelessly and valiantly to just have a glimpse of my angelface once I return back home. Then I shall spend my nights cuddling you feeding you and changing your diapers. My eyes would shout not to shut down for they would miss your sight for that moment, yet they would reluctantly droop dreaming to see you walk………

With love
mamma.

HOPE

Even the leaves keep themselves green,

anticipating the sun rays sheen

Mountains do not fall down,

gazing at the distant sky; they do not frown

Rivers continue to flow 

Stars continue to show

every day and every night

they gift us the same beautiful sight

Irrespective of a reason

Unbiased to any season

grow and grow, until; you must

turn all despair to dust.

THE THUNDER DOWN MY SPINE

As u embrace me

as u enthrall me

when around me u entwine

u let a thunder down my spine

deeper i look in u

nearer i draw to u

so close when we align

i skip a beat when u whisper 'u r mine'

and i embrace u

aith all i enthrall u

when around u i entwine

u let a thunder down my spine

as u embrace me

as u enthrall me

when around me u entwine

u let a thunder down my spine

Her remniscences.........

Still searching in each face around me for you, 
am all worn out but in vain
Looking upon for even the faintest flicker of you, 
am forlorn on a murk lane.

Hard to trace in the crowd, 
And truly in love am abound; 
As if that's not all, 
I ache for something more, 
to end my my list of all, 
I yearn to yank back: 
the sinking sand in the hourglass, 
reset it on the veteran rack.

U, the mistress of my bygone days
U, shone bright in my starlit night.
But only in nostalgic episodes: 
Now it fixes me in its daze. 

THE EARTH AND THE SKY

Miles and miles away they are
Still for each other they care.
Though He can't come down
She can't go up.
Yet they fantasize the horizon
and withhold the urge of union

As Witness to all forms of love
They stand; Yet Silent they remain, 
About their fate; to complain they refrain
thus lauretted was their love

Through the tyranny of sun and moon
When they pass; as a crier comes the colossal cloud
With drums and claps, it trumpets his lust.
First of the showers, drenches all her dust
Gathering her dispersed fragments into the whole
Suffuses a scent so sweet and airs all memories aloud

Every bit of her souses and saturates
With all that is sent; she wombs the seeds
With a satiated soul, she concentrates; 
On tending to all that it needs, 
Then at the fulfillment of her existence; 
She just smiles in delight

Yet glossed over by our covetous tempts
Their alliance stands as an enormous exemplar
since ages, onto the present age, and, 
shall prevail till the world's end

Miles and miles away, they always will be
for one another they alone will be
Never can he come down
Never can she go up
Still they shall fantasize the horizon
And shall hold forever their urge of union 

Are you doing your bit?

Time passed by then to reach now

set on an endless entourage
ahead it goes on with a vow
not to expedite, not to trade
but to be aimless and not be laid

time encores an epicenter of evolution
blissfully unaware of whose presence
it plants firm milestones on the way
with such an astounding ease
it suffuses a comforting effervescence
that veils the penance of pollution

blindfolded in our cobwebs
we truthfully remain ignorant
to unfolded facts, when we confront
our denial sets the stage for celebs

and then we hear on the screen
'Am doing my bit, are you? '
just to tip off on 'go green' 

Breaking all bonds............

Hours and hours passed by, 
Since u went away.
But u didn't look back, 
And u didn't bid my bye.

All alone when I was, 
Behind u I cried.
But u didn't see my tears, 
And u didn't hear my sobs.

Many months went past, 
U worked too hard and fast.
But u stayed in touch, 
And u stayed in love.

Missing you day by day, 
I learned how to make my way.
But you mistook it for a change in me, 
And you mistook it for a cut in love.

When I didn't be like I always was, 
You were like you always were.
But I was aware, you were hurt, 
And I was aware, You were sad.

Never ever did you mind my words, 
For good u also took my outbursts.
But you stood so strong, 
And you stood unbent.

Keeping all your sorrows to your own, 
You set your arrows for our battle to be won.
But all you needed was my support, 
And all you wanted was my love.

Failing to lend them to you, 
I fell so apart from you, 
But you drew me closer and closer, 
And you drew from the closeness all the power.

Finally the day you flagged our win, 
My faith in you was reaffirmed, my jinn.
But that day you didn't look at me, 
And that day you didn't come to me.

Valiantly and squarely you went ahead, 
To unwind me from all bonds.
But you left behind the strongest one of all, 
And you left behind its fate upon me.

Longingly as I looked back at it, 
You lovingly held my hand.
But the bond, surprisingly didn't break, 
And the bond, gracefully extended.

It held us both firmly together from that day.
The happiest moment had already dawned.
But he pain of a separation hovered around, 
And the pain of a separation came to an end.

It commenced with the faintest hopes, 
Confronted with sundry stumblings 
But our love had triumphed
And our love had indeed triumphed. 

THE BIG FIGHT

Tears on flushed faces, 
Force of tight clutches, 
Heat of the busy devices, 

Burning eyes, 
Gasps of warm sighs, 
Running beats
of two clenched hearts.
Chocked throat, blocked nose, 
Aching backs, paralysing legs

Hunger of missed meals follows up
Reeling of confused head lines up, 

The ears, 
Then hear
The first knock of, 
The 'patch up thought'
But realization reveals, 
Its too silly a reason
For which they fought.

Still clinging on tight, 
They continue to fight
Till the battery is low to no more
Intervening short periods of silence surround
Rapidly rolling thoughts hover arround

Thoughtlessly, impulsively, involuntarily
Wet with the salty water, 
From the 'swollen eyes river'
Gets again the gadget drenched 
Gets softly dailed the number
Trin trin-trin goes once
lubb dupp, lubb dupp, lubb goes twice
And god is thanked thrice

An 'immediate meeting ' alert
Gets immediately raised; by the two voices
That try hard to be inert.

They meet; no matter
How hot the heat is! 
How heavy the rain is! 
How chilly the cold is! 

He smiles, she smiles
They hug, and they snug, 
Soon soothed to solace, 
Still let the silence prevail
And allow apologies travel

Reverted are the harsh words
To a shower of tender love
Lost is the brisk beat, 
In the sensation of the warm heat.
Lips smitten by an urge
Cozily for a surge
They call; 
But let alone the curtains
Gently fall... 

THE NIGHT OF SOLITUDE

Dark in the night,
Out of the world's sight;

Tears that wish to pierce,
Been confined for years,
Within the black whorl,
Falling deep down in a swirl,

Concealed by the convergent rays,
Forbidden by an unidentified maze;

Passing through the ever unseen,
Through the unknown, the unbeen,
Taller and taller they conspire,
Turns of unexpressed love
Bends of unreduced distances
Curves of intangible touches

Your sweetheart lies in her bed
Missing your kisses,
a new set of dreams
On her eyes, plant thier kisses 

WINTER'S REFLECTION

Years too end as you arrive

Every soul on the earth

For survival, they strive.

All they need is a little warmth, 

All you give is cold dry air, 

Taking away a whole sunrays share.

All they own is a holed one

Peeping through it, yet they smile

like a battle they have just won

Too cosy cuddly and furry a quilt

Beating on you, it gives warmth enough to rest a while

still they remain drowned in an unknown guilt

wrapped in you as a painted image

To see and feel you bring a change

To save a memory all we manage 

WRONG WHERE I AM?

Oh my love

Jus tell me

For once,

Wrong where am I?

If only of jus love

The whole world's a creation,

And jus love

Yet the greatest creation

To see the love fails,

The love that's true,

The love that's jus there,

The love that's happened,

And all the love

That surrounds the air around

That makes me feel

To be in love

And my head to reel

Of wondering

Where from does this;

Pretty being "love"hail?

And where from do

Those who are in love?

And from where do

U and me?

Oh my dear love

Jus tell me

For once

Wrong where am I?

If only

Isn't it the truemost and complete

All in itself

And by itself

The love

Why then is it in deplete?

And to be prooved it needs;

For the each single step one heeds;

This often makes me think

In jus a wink

May be its right

Out over there stands

The whole world

Tough In jus a big fight

Amidst them we stand

In an awesome struck

Both of love n fright

Love to encompassionate all around

And

Fright of jus losing round

U and me…….